I (23m) is slightly disappointed because my wife (24F) has small boobs.

For context, I absolutely love my wife and I do not regret being with her because she's the absolute best person I've ever met.

But the only thing I just feel unsatisfied with is that she is flat-chested. Every single dream I've had since I was a horny teenager, almost every single kink and fantasy, either requires or is extremely enhanced with big boobs. The one single requirement I really wanted in my partner was big boobs, even emotional availability was secondary. At the very very least I wanted something I can cup.

My wife who I most probably will be with for the rest of my life just makes me a bit disappointed with life... Especially since I have even rejected women with small boobs who were interested in me because of their small boobs.

I am a shitty person for feeling this way but it has been a bugging, lingering thought in my head even ever since we've been in a relationship prior to being married. She satisfies my every need and every kink, but sometimes i just have thoughts that it would've been even better if she had bigger boobs.

I can't exactly say this to anyone IRL so that's why I'm using this platform to confess these feelings that I will bury afterwards.

TLDR: Love of my life wife has small boobs, all I wanted since I was a horny teenager was a big handful of boobs.