PLEASE HELP me to break the block!

I am not sure if I will be able to keep up with you guys, but I've just started trying some "tasting" last week for the first time. At least I have an example in all of you to follow.

I wish to get where you are now, guys! I just tasted it last week—just a lick from the tip of my finger. All my life, I was thinking about it and always chickened out at the last moment. I am 54.

Please send some encouragement if you can. I want to be like you. I appreciate any encouragement from anyone at any time. I really need it.

Usually, I promise myself "I am doing it!", and then it is all forgotten.

Having guys who can lead by example seems the only way I can make it until I can get hold of it. Please Help!

This morning, I came across this post from "Competitive-Yam9159 (Non-Stop Cum Eating November Challenge!)"

I signed up, hoping I could do it. He promised support and guidance. I really want to get to the point of no return, like a lot of guys here who will never waste a single drop of their own cum ever again.

I would greatly appreciate any help, encouragement, or inspiration you can offer.