Would you trip if you were grieving?

I’m grieving my kitty, it was heart breaking. He was really important to me and it hurts not being able to take care of him anymore. He was only 6 months old and that last image of him sick replays in my head if I go too many hours without thinking of him. I lost him 10/17

I do have a lot of experience tripping, but planning a group trip soon and all of our schedules align one weekend. I’d usually say rather safe than sorry and not trip, but I’m starting to think maybe tripping might help me accept things a little more. I was only planning on taking 1.5 grams or even 1 gram, I just don’t want to bum out the group. Do you think it’s a good idea?