I took 250 micrograms of LSD and ended up in hospital

It wasn't the first time I tried but on this ride it was terrible, I took a 250 card all at once. The trip was so powerful that I ended up in hospital because my head was going crazy. The trip lasted a total of 17 hours, I'm still in the hospital waiting for the psychiatric examination and for them to let me go home. I feel like I've hit rock bottom as a person, I feel totally drained, I'm afraid I've done inseparable damage to this trip, throughout the trip I felt my brain melting and I don't know if I'll go back to the way I was before