I feel really ashamed whenever I have sleepovers with other guys

Whenever I have a sleepover with a male I feel extremely ashamed afterwards like I did something wrong or like uncomfortable but I have a very close group of friends and I'd never have a sleepover with a guy I'm not comfortable with so idk why I feel so upset afterwards. Plus I only have sleepovers at my house and it's not like we are sleeping next to each other or anything. Idk if it matters much but for context I'm a trans guy and ig I do have some sexual trauma but as I said earlier only close friends are aloud over and it's completely platonic. Sorry if it didn't make sense to post this here but I wasn't sure where else to put it 🙏 if anyone knows how to make that feeling stop or if you have any advice please let me know, it would be appreciated.