Relapsed after 11 days, still in disbelief

11 days is the longest I've ever gone. I stopped the day I officially asked my gf to be my gf. Since then it was very easy. I was in flatline and felt no urge. That said, I had been experiencing PIED - I'm only 17.

I opened reddit to get on the nofap subreddit and curiosity got the better of me. 11 days of not seeing porn felt like forever and when I finally saw it, it was basically over.

Now that I relapsed I just can't believe it happened. I don't know what to think. I'm disappointed because I just wanted to cure my PIED so I could be with my gf and I let some stupid urge get the better of me. I didn't think it would happen so soon. It only takes a peek to ruin all the progress you make.

I have no idea what to do for the rest of the day now.