Answer me

Why does God always wanted us to say their or chant their name why they want us to make us our slave

why people get rapped or died why they they are going on temple why only bad people succeed who use foul language or so and pride on their lustuful thoughts but the one wishes to get rid of this struggle

Why God always ask us not to question him. We are human we have emotion we have bad habits tooo and we realise that but is it that easy to not ask question and do anything relentlessly without anything. Why does he not answer....

Why he seems to be happy and make us sad why he don't give me death. I heard that after the s**cid* too we goes into something ( ghost world) and that is 1000 percent true. He wants us to be sad here and there tooo. Why he wants us to be thankful I know he did many thing for me but i really don't want to live now I am tired. My mind can't break anything. I am tired and he enjoys laughs giggle watching me in this pathetic shit.... I

why they said do your karm but I am lazy fucking bean bag why can't I get out of comfort why don't I have the same upbringing as some other domain why why why why why?