Love dreams

This has been a recurring situation in my life, it's a feeling I don't want to ignore, but it feels like it's fading more and more everyday, it has become very important to me, so important that it's become the primary feeling I reflect on my work, feelings and thoughts. Every time I feel it while dreaming, or even think it on my own, I feel a great wave of wellbeing and happiness; Not enthusiasm, just happiness. I'm happy because I can feel, and because I can love, even if sometimes I love what doesn't mean anything to others, or has no meaning at all. Whenever I dream about people I like, shapes, figures, colors or even songs that are so specifically shaped to fit inside my soul, I feel whole. I'm afraid this feeling won't take me far, or immaturity that it's the reason I can't fit inside with people so well. I am happy I get to share my body with this feeling, even if it's fake, it's real to me; I've written, I'm writing and I will write more about this. I know this post will be ignored by most people, so I hope it reaches the right people. Good days and happy dreaming