Struggling with feeling like I have no guidance or answers

I’ve been struggling resisting the urge to turn to tarot or palm reading because I feel so lost and unsure of my future. I know most will say pray about bit but have tried that and hear nothing and maybe I’m not supposed to hear anything right now but I do struggle with feeling hopeless and have no sense of direction. I was into tarot a few years back and threw out all my tarot cards because I felt extremely guilty. I’m starting to have that feeling again where I just want guidance and answers. I feel so bad for even feeling the urge to want a reading because I know how wrong is. How can I overcome the want to seek immediate answers and guidance?