Smoking Ketamine and Weed tonight

This is going to be a self medicating experience. I have been experiencing bad depression and depersonalization recently. I am on other medications and so far today I took .25mg of Xanax but I want to experiment a little with mixing ket and weed. Wont be doing a lot- but I want to write out my experience as I do this so I will be updating this thread.

Background: I have done ketamine twice at raves, never felt so good after doing it and it helped my mental health a lot. I am diagnosted with BPD and I do discuss doing ketamine with my doctor and he supports moderate and controlled use.

Has anyone else done this before? What was your experience like?