I was doing so much better now i’m back to square 1

was diagnosed with vulvodynia, vestibulodynia and hypertonic pelvic floor dysfunction 2 months ago. tried amitriptyline, instilligel and several other pain killers as the amitriptyline make me incredibly ill. instilligel worked for the localised burning sensations and i’m due to start physiotherapy in the coming months (waitlists). i changed my diet to low inflammation and candida elimination, treated the thrush and even needing to use codeine and instilligel far less. until saturday. I’ve been lucky enough to rarely have painful intercourse, and inserting things when aroused rarely and minimally hurts. i had intercourse on saturday during which, for some reason i cannot even grasp, he BIT my CLITORIS. he actually bit it so hard it swelled and doubled in size and BLED. i don’t think any long term damage has occurred to the clit itself, but it’s still incredibly painful. everything hurts again, my hypertension from subconscious guarding, my vulva, all my nerves are on fire again. i just feel so sad. i had made so much progress and now i feel like it’s 2 steps forward and a billion steps back and it wasn’t even my fault. i can’t even stay sat up or walk long enough to do anything worthwhile. stretching is agonising and i can feel my progress deteriorating. i am so sad. i’m 21 years old and everything wrong with my body was caused by a man.