Just found out my LO is starting something up with someone else.

I shouldn't be surprised. He is actually a really insanely sweet guy. It hit me like a brick. I feel so completely embarrassed, gutwrenched, exhausted and hopeless.

I've been trying to prepare myself for this since meeting him because he just moved to a new province so there was never a shot he'd start dating a girl back home. But the pain is unreal.

I let myself daydream about him and let myself believe that, despite all signs saying the opposite, there was potential for a future with him. He is sincerely the only guy I've met in a lonnnnng time who I've been genuinely and wholeheartedly interested in and it feels like my entire future and potential for happiness has been ripped away.