I feel like my doctor is fucking with me

Ive been on HRT 10 months and every single time I go in for blood work IT HASNT FUCKING CHANGED

How is that even possible? I’m changing, not fast but it’s happening. My doctor’s assumption is that I’m not taking it, like this shit isn’t basically life and death to me.

I know its unlikely but I feel like the lab sees boy name and just switches the results. It feels like nothing can go right for me.