Life SUCKS

LIFE SUCKS. Bam! I’m so tired yet all I do is nothing at all. I always feel like I’m on a come down. I don’t relate to humanness at all I feel like everybody else has an instruction guide on how to be a person and how to interact with one another and how to function and the world and I was just left out. I don’t desire anything anymore but at the same time I know I want all those things, to feel real, to be able to make and keep friends, to be able to have passions and interests, to have things that are close to my heart, to have strong beliefs, to laugh until I fall down but I don’t think that’s out there for me anymore. Now the only inclination I feel is to just sleep and lay and do nothing at all. I have no dreams. I do not care.