1 month out and…

I feel like I’m doing too well with eating. Like somehow the surgery isn’t working. I’ve lost about twenty pounds in a month, at a little bit of a stall right now, and on solid food again.

I’ve only gotten sick twice, and because I ate too much too quickly. I’m measuring my food, not drinking before or after, and taking my vitamins. But I read about so much struggle with other people that I’m terrified that somehow I’ve messed this up because besides the food amounts and choices, it almost feels like nothing changed. Tonight I even cheated a little and had half of a McDonalds cheeseburger- bread and all. I had no problems with it.

I’m terrified. I moved onto the solid foods a week sooner than I should- shouldn’t I have more trouble with this process? Am I not losing weight fast enough?