Feeling Sad or maybe Happy

Dear Diary

So it happened yesterday, After all these years, i finally met this guy for the last time (hopefully) to end things up. I don't want to end them, told this to him multiple times, want to cry upon but i am relieved that from now on i won't feel jealous, or according to him i won't act clingy, i won't get disrespected and maybe everything good is yet to happen.