Failed on the 5th day of NNN

Just failed and honestly i am quite disappointed but this is definitely a big milestone for me. I used to fap everyday before this challenge and now i didn't even edge or watch corn for 4 whole days!

Now this is why i failed and gave in. I was lying in bed trying to sleep but for the last 4 hours my heart was beating fast and all in my mind was just corn so i decided to edge but in the end i thought that edging wasn't gonna help me in the future so i full on failed.

Tomorrow is a new beginning to hopefully better results. I am definitely going to be trying to keep improving until im fully free of this shiit.