my life is a joke

as someone who is suicidal, the best thing happened to me this summer: i had cancer. what was most impressive was that it was melanoma, which usually older people get (i'm 20f). it was truly a blessing. unfortunately, the way i know this was because it was detected, and i was forced to get treatment. it was early, so all i needed was a minor surgery. now, i'm in the clear. in summary, my body basically gave me a way out, but my doctors took it away from. you can't make this shit up 💀