[F4M] [F4A] Making a proper Healslut out of me

The boss roared again, shaking the stone chamber as if the dungeon itself wanted us gone. My mana bar blinked dangerously low, a soft blue sliver left against the endless health bars that screamed at me from the corner of my screen.

“Luna, heal! HEAL!” Krix shouted over voice chat, his tank voice always a little too loud, a little too desperate. His HP plummeted with every swing of the obsidian blade.

“I’m trying!” I said, but due to poor management on my end all I had left was a weak Mend that felt like throwing a bucket of water at a burning house.

I watched our Tank’s health bar drop to zero first. Then one of our DPS, I didn’t even see what happened but the log showed they died.

Only Krix and I were left. His shield was cracked, literally glowing red at the edges from durability loss. I tried everything I could thing: trinkets, potions, but it was nothing compared to the oncoming damage.

Then, silence. His health hit zero.

The boss turned toward me.

There was always this quiet moment before death in these games, where the chaos fades, the sound effects dull, and all you hear is the faint hum of magic and your own failure. My character raised her staff like she believed she could make a difference. I almost believed it too.

The blade came down.

You have died.

The screen dimmed, leaving only that message glowing in pale white text. My headset crackled with my teammates’ post-wipe chatter—some angry, some resigned.

“Luna, you need to manage your cooldowns better.”
“Should’ve used the mana potion earlier.”
“Guys, chill. It’s just a wipe.”

Just a wipe. But I sat there staring at the floor of that virtual dungeon, at the faint shimmer of my ghostly body, and it felt like more than that. I had one job: keep them alive.

And I failed.

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Hey~! That was just to set the mood for what I'm looking for! The long and short of it is well, I'm not a very good heal slut and am in need of some INTENSE training if i'm ever gonna get better!

I think the RP would take place mostly from our video game character's POV with text chat between our players. Heck maybe its even a VR game with lewd mods if you REALLY wanna punish me for doing a bad job~!

I'm also open to anyone who wants to actually trainme to be a healslut in games of their choice! Shoot me a DM~!