I (M22) did molly for the first time at a rave with my gf (F21) and now I feel awkward about it
Went to a rave and ended up taking molly with my gf and some friends. I think it hit us all a little different, some of my friends wanted to vibe out and chill, others wanted to make a bunch of friends in the crowd, I personally was already excited for the artists playing and the molly made me even more hyped up to just dance. I had such a great time with my friends and my gf, all of us expressing how grateful we are for each other and how much we love each other throughout the night haha.
The only thing is it made me uncomfortable to see how intimate my gf was getting with other random guys at the rave. As soon as she started peaking she immediately became even more of a social butterfly than she already is and started making friends with everyone in our vicinity it felt like. She’s never one to flirt with other guys and we respect each other’s boundaries but she seemed to be getting very close to other random men we would run into in the rave.
This group of guys ended up joining our group and for the most part it was so much fun as we were all on the same wave length and formed a big dance circle, but I couldn’t help but feel jealous when I saw her very up and personal in these guys space, even giving out hugs with these shirtless dudes and having what looked like pretty intimate conversations.
I probably could’ve intervened but didn’t. Not sure why maybe it was the drugs or that I just didn’t want to ruin the good vibes.
Any ways if any of y’all have experience with the drug, was that just it or is there something more? it doesn’t sit right with me, especially since they only shared there contact information with her after and not anyone else.
Posted Nov 5, 2025, 1:54 AM UTC