do i have ocd or am i an awful person?

okay so to clarify i was diagnosed with ocd and ive had various different subtypes of ocd and im currently medicated but i havent been medicated that long (15F)

am i the only one that gets groinal responses when they hear certain words, hear crying, hear certain sounds, etc?? it was really bad a few months ago but recently it has gotten better but today it was really bad again and im so scared im js a horrible person what if i can never get better??

what if i like animals?? what if i like kids??? what if so so so much more :(