It's really just the crazy people doing it for me

Which seems to be every fucking person I meet. It's like, ever since I was 13 and for 13 more years since I've slowly realized most people are just cruel selfish fucking idiots. And a few years ago I gave up trying to fight for anything right and became the hypocrite who still gets mad yet does the same petty things to other people that set me off.

I can't stand it anymore. The jobs. The lack of attention to detail or care for anything. The family. Strangers. All of it leaves me with this lingering headache.

After I gave up my morals, I thought the only thing I could do of value is work hard and pay attention, but I realize only idiots who are loud are actually listened to. There's no point.