LDR

Hey, I never thought I’d be posting here but my LDR bf and I are about to hit a year. I’ve known him for about 10 years. But we just started dating/ visiting only a year ago. We visit every month. It’s only an hour flight. He’s recently left my city and I was okay saying goodbye. Later on, I’m sitting at home and my heart feels like it’s breaking. I’m trying to get back into my work/ school routine but it’s hard. It’s the first time I’ve cried in our relationship. I called him for comfort but I’m really not used to doing that, like at all. I just feel vulnerable. I don’t want to feel alone. He’s the loml and I hope to move in together next year!