I found my friend's dildo. It made me feel better

Had a friend who was a real dime piece. Hilarious, tons of fun. I thought she was beautiful. She always was dating guys that were in a league above me. At the time I was sure we wouldn't work out dating and didn't want to ruin our friendship by trying. But she'd have me over to her place in a town 3 hours away every once in a while. I'd stay in her spare bedroom, we'd go out on the town and have a hell of a time.

Again I never crossed any lines but one time when she was in the shower she had me grab a towel or something and after I passed it in I realized I was in her bedroom unsupervised and I just kinda wanted to see what this person keeps close at hand. Opened up her nightstand drawer and right in the middle there like a museum piece was an image of the male form. It shocked me that I had seen this, which must be important to her, in person. I immediately closed the drawer and left, ashamed. But despite this girl being about my height I was surprised to find that her device of choice was a fair bit thinner and shorter than the one I carried wherever I went.

Of course I vibrate slower so that thing has that on me, but it was a positive experience that I've never shared because one should not snoop like that.