So my sister recently moved back to Florida , where her newly husband first lived when they were long distance. She abruptly broke the lease to her new apartment they got here (probably stayed for 2 months) to move back to Florida, in which confused me because they had originally chosen to live here because he was in contact with his ex girlfriend after they got into an argument, she had confided in me about this. Which is why I’ve been so ill about her moving there- feel like she’s gonna get f’d over again. I know- to each their own. 

[screenshot context] she recommended what’s called “kava”. I believe is a drink, and I’ve never heard of it, even despite have been to a quite a few bars and places. I had assumed it was a CBD drink, which I’ve never tried but heard about it being a thing. 

Also I’d like to clarify: I know I sound like a prude- I smoke flower on the daily and have a nicotine addiction lol- I promise I’m not. Okay continued:

I didn’t realize what it was until I was responding to my other sister about how she was doing recently (they are no contact- not older sis choice however) and I mentioned she went somewhere with kava and she seemed shocked. That’s when I researched and it’s like based from a root, yeah, so is shrooms, and if you abuse that then you can induce a psychosis. I’m just mainly concerned about her mental health overall. I know yall don’t know her but this isn’t a good addition to what she’s got going on- her husband is a raging steroid addict, he’s already hyper vigilant as hell, and is extremely apathetic as is. I’m concerned about this already being a thing within a week of moving there- her husband mentioned knowing “over 4,000 people in Florida” and he wanted to move there bc “he missed his boys”

[continued BIL rant]:
 He sabotages every chance my sis and I get to try to hang out, and desensitizes a lot to her. My sisters career is OnlyFans, and she makes at least 7 figures a year from it. I know this because my best friend works at Wells Fargo bank, and told me she came in to open a checking account and she apparently had “too much money” liable for them to open one for her. Wild. 
Sis has tried to put me on that, however I refuse bc of how salacious the content is and how demanding it is of ur mental wellbeing. I’ve seen her waste away the last 2 years of it, yet I’ve asked her even the other month when we got into a mini argument (we hardly EVER argue) if she would be okay with me doing it- she said “I’d still respect you” and I mentioned it wasn’t a respect thing, rather than a “you shouldn’t have to do this to be successful” thing. Her husband also mooches tf off her. He is included in the content- but he’s a pimp. He pimps out my sister. He sells my sister. I’ve grown to hate this man. Especially with how he can’t have any platonic relationship with any woman- he hyper sexualizes everything. He and my sis both have tried to get me to inject testosterone for muscle, because he does. And said a little bit wouldn’t change me much, but um I don’t wanna be a boy. 
They’ve both taken shrooms a bunch when they first met, and used to say we should do it too. My sis did like 4.5g, if you don’t know about shrooms that’s like an insane amount. Most people settle at 1.5

Anyways, sorry for the ramble. I miss my sister. And hate how awkward our convos are now- she’s totally detached. And yeah, a drug that promotes that feeling doesn’t seem the best. 

 
  

Lil sis (24)always puts me (25f) on the weirdest things.