Scared that I did something horrible when I was drunk

17F

So at a halloween party I made with a 21F.

But it's a bit complicated. 

Basically a year ago we were at another party together and we flirted for some time and she offered to make out back then.

But she was single back then. This time she had a boyfriend. But when we got drunk she joked about that last party and I really don't remember which one of us offered to make out again? I feel like it was her, I also remember her turning to her boyfriend (who was literally sitting on the same sofa) and asking him would he mind if she makes out with me.

He said it's fine (later kinda figured out he wasn't, but that's a different conversation)

So at first she just gave me a little kiss on the lips. But in my head making out automatically means tongue?? Especially in our language the word we use for making out is literally "licking". So I then kinda included tongue and she pulled away slightly surprised so I guess she wasn't expecting it?? I think she made a little joke about me rushing it too much but I feel like she was uncomfortable??

The thing is I can't remember if I actually stopped immediately? Did I try something again? I think I offered to go again but didn't actually do it.

Also her boyfriend was a bit weird about it. Like he seemed to be a bit upset and when i apologized like 10 minutes later cause i felt bad, he said it's fine but maybe we don't need to do it again. (Meaning it's not actually fine I suppose)

I mean I was too drunk to care, I literally blacked out 30 minutes later and according to my friends was throwing up for 4 hours. And I also remember half of the events not the way they actually were. Like for example I remember going to bed myself but my friends told me that 2 guys literally had to carry me to the bed because I passed out while throwing up in the bathroom.

So like I can't be sure if everything was actually the way I remember it.

I mean in the morning she didn't look angry or uncomfortable with me, we talked a little and it seemed fine.

Her boyfriend wasn't too mad at me either, or was hiding it really well... He just asked me if I'm feeling any better in the morning and that's kind of it. So didn't seem like a big deal??

But I'm really freaking out, I'm not sure I remember everything the way it was, what if I forced her??

Also also I don't remember my thoughts, but I feel like i kinda knew that I'm doing something weird and kinda wrong but I was way too drunk to care and kind of jumped at the opportunity..