Anyone relate?

Hi guys. Idk if i'm really a femboy but i've had these thoughts that have been bothering me for a while. So i'm 20 for context. Recently over the past year and a half my body and my face have changed and look more mature. Bigger chin, broader shoulders, bigger nose, very thick facial hair, more rugged skin, etc. and I don't like it.

I miss how I looked when I was younger, I want to look young again, I can't believe my genes are betraying me like this. I've noticed people treat me differently, I am perceived differently, but most importantly I don't like how I look. I get dysmorphia if I wear certain clothes or if people assume or treat me as older.

I wish I looked softer, younger, smaller, high trust, more fem. Any of you experienced this too?