My mental health is crippling again. I’m ready to end it now

My major depression, OCD and extreme paranoia are destroying my life. I have this crippling anxiety about literally everything. My mind is never at ease and my life is constantly coming up with new ways to kick me down.

In the past month, I’ve been cheated on, my 6 month old is back in the hospital, and my job doesn’t have stable hours to give people. I’m struggling in every way possible.

My mind is constantly tricking me into bad things happening and I genuinely can’t take it anymore. I’m tired of living on edge.

It’s getting harder and harder to not end it all, it would be easy since I’m alone almost everyday for hours.