loving my edging and denial

I love edging. It feels so powerful to have this much control over my body. To feel myself getting closer and closer and closer to a complete release, and just. Stop. To get more pleasure from the stopping than from cumming.

I’m hard on myself IRL but I’m honestly proud of it seeing how far I’ve come with edging. When I first started I didn’t know what I was supposed to be feeling or looking for. Now I know my body well enough that I can edge six or eight times in a session. I can’t wait to make that number go even higher.

And I love how even when I come back after a period where my libido is low, I’ve trained my body so well that it sinks right back into it, just the way it’s supposed to be.