Rough help

Anyone willing to discreetly meet and kill me. I would love if someone could just come by and stab me in the neck and make sure I am dead. I have been suicidal for awhile and if someone could help me take away the pain it might give my wife some life insurance money. If you have other ideas about how to die and make it either look like an accident or stage it some way would be great. I just want to die so quickly and if possible it would be great to not leave my family in such a tough spot.