Im gonna cry. Im a beginner and wanna know why my yarn is pissing me off. It's so hard to use.

Im gonna cry. Im a beginner and wanna know why my yarn is pissing me off. It's so hard to use.

Im S0000 excited to chroche and so I bought a cheap ass beginner set from Amazon and lemme tell you WHY IS THIS YARN SO HARD TO USE? And as a beginner i just learned how to make a normal stitch, but this yarn is so hard to bring through and keeps falling and I can't hold it either. The gaps bw the stitches are soo huge too. Im OVERSTIMULATED AND GON CRY. I tried changing the hook sizes too but it's so annoying and keeps slipping. Is something up with this yarn?

This is the yarn btw