My Mother's Rant

My Mother's Rant: My mother said: "You don t want to talk about mioving ahead. I don t want stay same or talk about. Only contact me when you can discuss real life. I am old sick leave me alone. I need rest. U need a life. Up to u Not me

Over and over u say you ll move ahead. Then u lie cover and over.

If I cook I'll tell u. For now I'm pulling away. U promised you d do recovery and get your own lifestyle. You do nothing. I can t be elderly slave. You don t seem able to take care of yourself. You ve proved it

If u don't go over Medicaid form you ll have no insurance. I can t be mommy to baby anymore. Too old Andrew. Group home is what u need. You need to be treated like a child. You ve proved it now. Petulant. Rude selfish. If you want independence call" your social worker "go to soar. Look at appts. Then maybe we ll try to help some. We ve been sucked dry by your illness and refusal to try. You did this. U"

I said: "Someone I know said they joined the Self-Direction Program and got independence and freedom from their parents. They now live on their own"

My mother said: "Ok. Well. You ve been out there for independence from us since 2019. What haven't done but stop meds cancel recovery Yes you socialize but you do none of real life work. Cook. Clean pay bills. Fill out forms. We can t keep enabling u. This is not reality. You've had opportunity to pull away but only self destructive. Like stop meds and end up in er. U don t cook. U don t clean. You shop a little U could do it if u try. Calling me 24/7. Is not independence. I love spoiling but you're not growing your going backward. You spend money u don t have. I spend 1/4 of what u have and I worked my entire life. How is that fair. We want you to try and I can t keep enabling this behavior. We would assist in independence but u refuse to grow. Refuse eo im done trying"