How do I stop fighting hypnosis?

I've been listening to a few files on YouTube, asmr, hypnosis, (forgive me if they are the same, I am not well acquainted with the subject) and no matter what, everytime the speaker says something like "Drop" I just think...no? Like, I want to indulge in this, but my brain refuses. And the rare moments I do end up in some sort of trance, I realise it and basically wake right back up. Pretty annoying!