I did but you took it as a joke

Look you had me by the balls and u knew it. You were dog walking anywhere you cud. Ran me over put it in reverse the did again and again. I ask for you to take the slightest lil step in my direction and you can’t do it. I don’t know why but you absolutely refuse. I wasn’t asking for much just the slightest bit of respect and love. It wasn’t there. It promised else where. You over played your hand to a broken man. I had no other choice but to go forward and heal. I was a block away you cud of came but you were living it up with somebody else.