Made 100k on the stock market at 20 but still not happy

Have been investing my NS pay on options and stocks and seen great results this year. However even after making what would usually be a good pot of gold for someone my age

I still feel really dissatisfied and anxious. I still feel pretty insignificant compared to the people born with golden spoons, but money comes so easy compared to seeing others work long hours to make a fraction,the market instability doesn't help, although I have moved most of my profits in more stable funds or bonds.

Want to hear from others who similarly have this sense of being lost. Not enough power of those stronger backgrounds but in a completely different realm of thinking almost to the average person. Or am I just overthinking and I should just go to university and it'll clear my mind. Would appreciate any anecdotes, thank you!