I was getting too much good luck and knew something shitty would be happening soon, it just happened
Ive been in a terrible depressive mental state since i graduated hs last year. It was just shitty thing after shitty thing. Well over the past month life has been good. I got a job, I finally was able to schedule a driving test, I’ve been going out a lot and shopping and having such a good time, and I was feeling happier than I have in a long time. Well yesterday I randomly thought that since a lot of good things have been happening something bad is going to happen. So tomorrow I was going to take my drivers test, I’ve been so excited bc I could start driving everywhere I couldn’t wait. Tonight I went and got gas, then I started driving to go get my car washed. I was two minutes away from the gas station and I stopped at a red light and when it turned green I pressed on my gas and it barely was moving. I pulled to the side of the road bc it was barely moving and called my parents to pick me up. So tomorrow morning my cars getting towed and I’m not going to be able to take my drivers test. This is all such bullshit. I know how minuscule this all sounds but when you’ve been depressed since before you became a teenager and then when life starts to get a little better and then something bad happens it just feels awful. I may sound stupid but I just wish something good could happen to me.
Posted Nov 5, 2025, 11:49 PM UTC