my ex had completely ruined my life

he's been stalking me every single day. he cloned my phone and reads all my messages. he took a video of him taping me and sent it to my family along with nudes he found in my phone. i have never wanted to die more, and i have the mean to do it. i cant do this anymore. i've gone to the police and filed many reports, went to court and got a restraining order, but he just won't stop. he won't stop until im dead. he is dangerous, he owned multiple guns and has been to prison for attempted murder. i no longer have the support of my family after he sent that video and the pictures. im alone and i have nothing. this is it. it's over. he wins.