how can i move out as soon as possible

i’m a 17 year old that’s just sick and tired of living with my family it’s always constant shouting, fighting, arguing, yelling, threatening, and cursing and im just so tired of it, it makes me so mad to the point where i either can’t cry anymore or just can’t hold my tears in and end up crying in class or on the bus and im so tired of this, of them, and then i. have. to somehow find the strength in me to keep studying and to keep going when i can’t i just can’t. it feels like im doomed and feels like God doesn’t care about me because all i’ve been through recently is just bad negative you name it and it feels like i can’t get a break or an ounce of happiness so i just bury myself into books and shows and drawing. when i say asap, i don’t mean to move out literally next month, i wanna finish school, make some money and then get the hell out of here, i can’t stay with any family because i don’t have any in this country and i don’t have any ACTUAL friends here, they’re more like casual friends and we never really talk about anything anyway. i just wanna find a way to make money but no one’s hiring me, they all want someone with experience and don’t want the trouble of teaching someone and god i just feel like i’m ranting now as i cry but i’m just exhausted. i often tell myself im never talking to them again but then they end up “apologizing” and how blah blah no family should be like this and then it’s back to fighting again and it’s soooooooooooooo draining. im sorry for the rant i know other people have it way worse and i hope things get better for them but i just need to find a way to make a bit of money. maybe through selling hand drawn posters (or just art) as i can see myself making those or doing something on social media (though anonymously). thank you for reading and have a great day/night!

Posted Nov 5, 2025, 11:52 PM UTC

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