Burnt out

Hey is anyone burnt out as an extern I’m thankful for the opportunity it has given me but I also feel like you have to take crap from other nurses because you’re just “ not there yet”. I understand being a nurse is probably harder and a long journey however, being bossed around isn’t the best feeling either and not being able to speak up because when you do it’s an issue. As a student am I going to miss being an extern ? Should I enjoy it while I’m here or be ready and excited to finish and start practicing!?