Breakup

My girlfriend of 11 month just hours ago told me she doesn’t want a relationship right now. I am obviously extremely sad about this am I need a way to deal with it right now. I’m feeling quite suic1d4l because my life literally revolves around her and seeing her as much as I can (we were long distance for 2 months) I dont know what to do with myself. I don’t wanna get revenge I just want her back. I also hate going out and clubbing if anyome try’s saying I can go do that and find someone else