Any Sissies 40+

I am 56. I live in Glasgow. For a number of years I have been more and more attracted to crossdressers. I am finding myself getting hornier and hornier regarding my thoughts but very few gurls want to meet. Can I please get advice from Gurls aged 40+ on what I am doing wrong and how to rectify it. I dont know if its maybe because gurls think I am ugly or not. Not everyone is the same however what do gurls prefer a Gentleman or a bully? Please assist me in finding my own gurl xxx Please DM me if your in the Glasgow area and 40+