28 [M4F] Be my first Asian

I have something crazy I want to get off my chest: I'm an Asian-American guy who's looking to talk dirty about being Asian with a fellow Asian.

What does that mean exactly? I have a lot to explore but basically, I'm incredibly horny right now and I want to assert my Asian-ness.

I want to assert it on you, in you, and all over you, lol.

For example, isn't it strange that it's rare to see Asian/Asian posts? Honestly, when was the last time you saw one?

For some reason, I really want to change that now. And for some other inscrutable reason, me wanting to change that also turns me on.

Kind of weird, right? I fully acknowledge that . . . But I still can't help that I'm hard as a rock, lol.

As for a potential scenario: Imagine we're on a first date. Surprisingly to both of us, it's going well.

We're flirting, enjoying our food, having a good time, finding that spark of a connection, and then I confess something to you: if we were to hook up, you'd actually be my first Asian girl.

How would you react to that? Would you be neutral? Would it turn you on? Would you tell me that you've never heard that phrase coming from an fellow Asian? Whatever you say, I'd probably be turned on as hell, just confessing it to you. The rawness of that confession making my heart race. Would you invite me back to your place?

Here's a little more about me: I'm 100% ethnically Asian, but I don't have any cultural connection with any kind of Asian culture. In my defense, I was adopted at birth by non-Asians and grew up in a very un-diverse part of the US. For much of my life, I tried to just blend in and kind of ignore that part of myself.

I mean, you know the stereotypes, the oxford study, the resentment, the insecurities. By denying that part of identity, i was trying to make some kind of statement that I wasn't weak, a stereotype.

I guess I was kind of like Harold in Harold and Kumar, preemptively rejecting Cindy Kim, like he was trying to reject that part of himself. But I don't want to be like that anymore. I want to be like that steamy sex scene in Beef ;) 2 asians going crazy on each other, iykyk

But I no longer want to suppress it. And I also want to talk dirty about it because, as mentioned earlier, I'm really horny, lol.

So, if you're an Asian girl who enjoys a long, hot build-up, please reach out!

PS: when you clicked on my post's title, were you expecting this to have been written by an Asian guy? Be honest, lol