i can't feel anything

idk after this jee prep started i can't feel anything. i don't feel happiness nor sadness its like empty, jee is 2 month and my prep is like nothing but i can't even feel fear. i remember when jee started i was motivated for 1st two months then stress of 11th and then lonliness hit me hard. i feel suffocated at house. but after that become normal i can feel anything

is it the only me ya tumare sath bhi h esa