I sometimes get looks I don’t know how to read

Do they hate me that much? I was in complete boymode at the gym today. I haven’t been there in more than a year. Being called things like Sir doesn’t really bother me when I’m more scared of how they’d react if they knew I trooned out. Maybe they already know and I just lack the social awareness. Because when the owner saw me he gave me this strange bewildered look. Different to when I honmode like I normally do. I really don’t know what people think when they see me. Another time was from a man sitting across from me in full manspread staring me down. I couldn’t tell if he was angry. Then another time a guy gave me a strange glare as I walked past him as his girlfriend saddled his lap. I couldn’t tell if he was humoured by me. But that may have just been his girlfriend laughing. About kissing I guess. Maybe when he saw me it was that I was some rare sight. I feel less human when I don’t understand something that should be so obvious.