29 [M4F] #PA #Online - Xdressing sub looking for Femdomme friends… or more

A part of me can't believe I'm doing this...

Hello! I've been a lurker on this subreddits like this for some time now. But now I'm here myself and I'm asking if there are any Dommes looking to be friends with a Sub... with the possibility of more down the road.

About me: I'm a 29 year old male who's secretly enjoyed crossdressing and being feminine for a VERY long time. I've only recently just started divulging my feminine side in a more serious manner (even though I keep chickening out). I'm also very submissive-leaning in the whole BDSM scheme. Now before you get the wrong idea, I don't think you have to be feminine to be submissive or vice versa, I just so happen to like both... I don't like the idea of being degraded/humiliated for dressing and acting this way, especially seeing how half the human population dresses this way. And I don't like the terms "sissy" or "femboy", if anyone else here likes being called that, more power to them, but I personally don't.

Appearance: 5'10, light skin, medium-short brown hair, fairly lanky frame.

What I'm looking for: Pretty much anyone, but preferably a dominant woman. I want someone I can talk to about my secret feelings of femininity. Someone I can talk to about my desires while they talk to me about theirs. But also, someone I can just shoot the shit with. Not everything we discuss has to be girl-talk or NSFW content. I'd like to start off online with at least mostly friendly interactions, but if things go well between us, I might be open to meeting in person...

My SFW interests: I enjoy video editing, voice acting, casual writing, video games, and 3d printing. I go to church on Sundays & Wednesdays (or nowadays, when my work schedule allows me). And while I've started exploring my feminine side in private, I still have a masculine side which the rest of the world sees... by no means "Alpha Male", but still a man.

My NSFW interests: While I've never actually... done anything firsthand (still a virgin), there are absolutely different things I've been interested in, to put it lightly. I definitely prefer gentle domination, affirmation and kind words sound far better to me than degradation and shaming. Along with this, the usual light bondage and light impact pain (spanking) are also on the table. I have found myself.... intrigued by things like age-play and pet-play, not enough to actively seek it out, but enough to give it an honest try if I clicked well with a Domme who was into one of them.

Limits: I don't care for pretty much any bodily fluids. Blood, urine, or cum (not my own and ESPECIALLY not another male's). Along with that, serious injury is an obvious red flag. Heavy bondage... we'll call that one a yellow flag. Gerald's Game kind of messed me up, but with the right conditions and person, I could be convinced to open up to it.

What I'd like from you: Please send me a chat message if I sound interesting enough. Please specify if you're just hoping for friendship or if you'd like to try a bit more. Also, please include the name of a flower... just so I know you read my whole post. I'd also love to know about your kinks, limits, and SFW interests, especially seeing how you now know mine. Feel free to share anything else that feels right!

I'm not sure what else there is to say... I look forward to hearing from people~