Adult loner stoner. Normal to be alone?

Smoking weed since I’m 14. still- friends were always around. Move around the globe a cpl times and friends get reduced. Moved to other side of the country, to be with my sister after 11 years apart. She moves back to where our parents live.

Now alone in Hamburg. Solo. Really don’t know many my age still smoking (and working)

Kinky as fuck. Maybe that’s also the reason. I’m so beyond what’s normal.