hi in need of advice (non medical)

hi guys i need some advice on breaking my horrible painful drinking cycle like rn. plz delete if this kind of post isn’t allowed but.. ive never gone this far into the hole before. i tried reaching out to family members with no help, i have no friends. everyday i drink to the point of blacking out and i find when i start drinking i have a hard time stopping until i pass out from being too drunk. i’ll also typically binge eat a lot when im drinking and i have no idea why im doing this other than maybe mental pain? i even lost my job because of this cycle which only adds to the issue

i keep trying to stop but i find the urge to drink is very strong even in the morning. it would be nice to go a second without drinking and get my life back together but im stuck in a horrible drinking cycle so any advice on getting out of it would be so appreciated.