I just went to my grandmas funeral

Like the title says. I have a strained relationship with that side of my family. I hadn’t seen some of those people for a decade. They didn’t even put me on the card. But gave me a ‘special welcome’ in the speech because I wasn’t on the card. All of the other grandkids, great grandkids and even the dog of my step sister was on the card. Everything points to them not expecting me to show up. But they were ‘so happy’ I was there. Meanwhile my dad texts me twice a year and I’ve only seen him twice this year. One of those times being today.

I don’t really have a friend to talk to about this. But my grandma was wonderful. She lived up to 86. She was beautiful and full of love. And pretty much the only person on that side of my family who genuinely gave a shit and always asked about me. Even when she had alzheimer’s. I’m going to miss her.

Rest in peace grandma❤️