I miss my baby and I'm grumpy about it

I miss my baby today :( she turned 2 in August and she's such a good girl, super funny and smart and I just love spending my time with her.

We bought her a training potty a couple weeks back and haven't even touched it. I keep trying to figure out how to get started but she's never home to work on it! Her dad and I both work 40+ hours a week. I see her for a total of an hour in the morning and 2ish hours at night before bedtime 5 days a week. On the weekend my husband consistently makes wall to wall plans because "this is the only time we can do anything" so we're basically not home Friday/Saturday aside for maybe a couple broken hours.

I just miss her. I hate that I have no choice but to work all the time. I hate that her Aunt is basically raising her because she has her more than I do.

I'm just feeling very frustrated and upset with life right now. All I've ever wanted was to be a stay at home mom and be with my kid(s) and I hate that I don't get to do that.

Ugh just screaming into the abyss I guess.