accountability post (idk what to write in the title)

Okay guys, I'm a 2nd year college student currently in my 3rd sem (about to end). I used to be a gifted kid but now I have lost it sort of. From today, I want to start holding myself accountable and study consistently. I don't study at ALL nowadays so if this becomes a habit, perhaps I can regain my past self or maybe even better than that.

It's been 5 months since I've lost my dad, but I think it's time to move on now. I can't keep grieving like this, I need to get a job asap as it's just me and my mom. My mom doesn't want to work but she is willing to do it so that I can study what I want to. I will do my best to retire her early asap. I don't know if anyone is reading this but wish me luck! I will post my progress here from time to time :)

All the best everyone. I am starting my 2026 resolution ahead of New year! We can do this!